~Love~

So the name of my blog, "Life, Love, and Dreams in a small town" is supposed to be a chronicle of just that. I have realized that I talk a lot about my life and my dreams, but never about love. So let me take a moment and explain my love life to you. It is really a very simple explanation.  I'm 21 years old, have never had a boyfriend, and have never been on a date. Now after reading that, you have made one of two assumptions, 1. This girl must be crazy, or 2. This girl must be a genius. Well, I am neither, I'm just waiting for the right person.

There is however this boy, he's been one of my best friends for 4 years now. I have also been head over heals for this guy since the day I met him. I can't figure him out however, and I'm too shy to ask. We go to dinner and movies alone. We text. He drives my car. We hang out before school in his truck. He has been a "stand in date" before. To an outsider, we would look like we were dating. I however, know we are not.

He is basically my "list" of what I'm looking for in a husband. There are however several blockages to this idea. 1. His mom dislikes me terribly, and I don't know why. 2. We come from completely different worlds. 3. He is 18 and is in no way capable of knowing what he wants for the future. He cannot be blamed for this, but it still sucks some days.

I'm still keeping an eye out for "THE ONE" but, for now, he is my "ONE."