Bad Decision

I pride myself on generally making extremely good decisions. Always thinking things out before I do/say anything. Today, however, was a different story. My German class, which I need to graduate, has been cancelled for next semester. I was so angry, I was crying. If you know me well, you know that I do. not. cry. ever. I just happened to send a very very nasty retort to the email  received from the department chair. Very nasty. I then felt guilty a few hours later and sent an apology. But still, I did not spread Christ through that email, and I will feel bad until I see if he accepts my apology. I am still however very angry. Geeze, I need to get over this.