The House as I like to refer to it now, is driving me insane. I literally had a breakdown today. I never thought it would be such an undertaking, or such an expense.
Speaking of expenses, that is what my breakdown was over. Mostly the expense of the floor. Flooring is one of the highest priced items for the whole house. I really really wanted beautiful dark floors. But funds are short, so I think I'm going to be forced to put vinyl everywhere. I'm trying not to be upset about it, but I keep telling myself that I can always put something better down later.
Because of "The House" I was also forced to tell one of my best friends that I am not going to be able to afford the plane ticket to visit her this summer. Which means, I probably won't get to see her until Christmas. I can't even explain how upset I am about that. I miss her so much, and I was really looking forward to spending a week with her.
I'm starting to dislike "The House" and all the problems it is causing.
Needless to say, not the best day I've ever had.
Hey. Don't fret homie! We will figure out something! I'm coming home in August for like 3 weeks so we will have plenty of time to catch up! No worries.
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