I have not blogged in sooo long! Let me tell you, I miss it so much. It helps me keep my sanity, but I have been so swamped with projects and papers that I just haven't had two minutes to myself. The next two weeks will be rediculous, but I will not lose hope, because I KNOW I can do this. Then, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have decided to go to grad school at Tech, so excited!! I will be living here however, which I am even more excited about.
I was catching up on my blog reading tonight, and I came across Kelly's Korner post about being lonely. I can so relate to this lately. All of my friends are either married or soon to be married and I am no where close! I feel like we don't have anything to talk about anymore because they have completely different lives devoid of singleness, college, part time jobs, babysitting, and even my basic interests in books, music, movies, and TV. We used to be peas in a pod, all of us, but now it's like we are all separate, well really just me separate. They hang out and don't invite me because it's a "couples" thing. It shouldn't hurt my feelings, and I don't want them to not be with each other, but it does hurt. It hurts to be alone. It hurts to be different. It hurts to be the outcast. It hurts to be the one that gets texted only because of boredom. It hurts to only be the "best friend" in relationships with guys.
I'm not complaining about my life, because I am so incredibly blessed beyond belief, but sometimes its just lonely.
